My Self-Harm Experience

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2025-10-07
12:10 A.M.
4 cuts with a razor, 2 scrapes with a needle.
holy fuck i hit styro,,,listening to Eurodance while out-of-your-mind angry and cutting is weirdly enjoyable

2025-10-10
12:20 A.M.
9 cuts with a razor, 7 scrapes with a needle.
didn't hit styro again :( took three gabapentin after so I could feel high and then pass out

2025-10-10
6-10 P.M.
Hit and scratched myself with nails, too many scratches to count but I'd say 4-5 bruises.
Did it at a a friend's house to cope with an argument with my girlfriend (did it privately, not in front of her ofc). Ended up being a misunderstanding. Glad I didn't waste any cuts on it, but wish I could process emotions outside of violence :(

10-16-2025
3:00 A.M.
Didn't SH today, though I put it off yesterday by promising myself I'd do it today. Injecting my T was enough pain and freakout.

10-28-2025
11:38 P.M.
Too many scrapes to count needles and two-to-three cuts With a razor.
I think I might've hit styro, but there was too much blood to see properly. Took three gabapentin

10-29-2025
11:38 P.M.
Cut MOVE into my thigh with a razor, so thirteen cuts.
Didn't clean it that well, oof, so I spent a lot of time freaking out about infection. I really need to clean my blades better.