I don't consider myself a musician anymore, but I still love music and music theory. My favorite genres are progressive trance and futurepop and the wash of genres that connect those two as you can see here. My parents were industrial and EBM enjoyers, and while that stuff's too hard for me, I enjoy the genres that branched off of it into a dancier sound. And, of course, the aesthetics.
Egg me took to this idea. My parents referred to their whole circle as "goths" or cybergoths and emphasized the importance of pageantry in goth circles. Which is true! Though it's music-based, there's obviously a big stylistic component. I like the emphasis on danceability more, but they're both great. The idea that I was partaking in this masculine, external show of force and power was euphoric before I had the word, even if I don't love the essentializing of music genres to gender.
This idea also hit my sense of personal style in lasting ways. I have one (1) pair of combat boots I wear to every event, to the point where people can tell I'm there if my shoes are by the door. Leather everything, military inspiration (I have an WW2-era flight jacket I can't wait to bust out), trench coats, kink and fetishwear, all of these are critical parts of my style as well as my self-perception. I'd still like to project that impersonal, overwhelming force you can hear in EBM in my scenes.
My favorite bands are Above & Beyond, VNV Nation and Lady Gaga, even though I'm not a band person. I just find songs from mixes or Youtube videos. Other bands that show up a lot are Icon of Coil, Rammstein, Covenant, Apoptygma Berzerk, Seabound, and CHROM. I've been messing around with Combichrist and KMFDM as of late, too.
Wrapped
In the absence of Spotify Wrapped, here are my most played for some of the months of 2024...
May 2024
40 Hours of Listening Time
Kings and Queens by Ava Max
King Kunta by Kendrick Lamar
In My World by CHROM
International Love by Pitbull
Fils de joie by Stromae
The Guardian of Angels by NIVIRO
SLAY! by Eternxlkz
Bravery (Solitary Experiments Remix) by Assemblage 23
Hands Up! by Ayesha Erotica
Sweet Dreams by La Bouche
June 2024
35 Hours of Listening Time
Simply Falling by Iyeoka
Euphoria by Kendrick Lamar
Master and Servant by Depeche Mode
Bravery (Solitary Experiments Remix) by Assemblage 23
In My World by CHROM
Drunk in Love by Beyonce
Everything Black by Unlike Pluto
It's a Sin by Pet Shop Boys
International Love by Pitbull
Sour Candy by Lady Gaga and BLACKPINK
July 2024
70 Hours of Listening Time
Achilles Come Down by Gang of Youths
Bravery (Solitary Experiments Remix) by Assemblage 23
Giving You by VNSSA
Control by VNV Nation
Military Fashion Show by And One
Dragons Do Not Fear Blood by Ramin Djawadi
Succession (Main Title Theme) by Nicholas Britell
True Meaning of Loyalty by Ramin Djawadi
You Want it Darker by Leonard Cohen
King Kunta by Kendrick Lamar
September 2024
63 Hours of Listening Time
Alibi by Sevdaliza, Pabllo Vittar and Yseult
DRESS! by Eternxlkz
Montagem Mysterious Game by LXNGVX
Succession (Main Title Theme) by Nicholas Britell
S&M by Rihanna
Hands Up! by Ayesha Erotica
Savage by Blasterjaxx
Balla da-Li by Boomboxx feat. Linda O.
Aura by Lady Gaga
Good Luck, Babe! by Chappell Roan
October 2024
55 Hours of Listening Time
Alibi by Sevdaliza, Pabllo Vittar and Yseult
Me and the Devil by Soap and Skin
Krieger (2022 Remastered Version) by Blutengel
Succession (Main Title Theme) by Nicholas Britell
Papillon by Solar Fake
Supermassive Black Hole by Muse
SLAY! by Eternxlkz
Montagem Mysterious Game by LXNGVX
Run Boy Run by Woodkid
Giving You by VNSSA
November 2024
52 Hours of Listening Time
The Noise Inside My Head by Assemblage 23
Alibi by Sevdaliza, Pabllo Vittar and Yseult
Vater Unser (2023 Remastered) by E Nomine
St. Chroma by Tyler, the Creator
Savage by Blasterjaxx
Krieger (2022 Remastered Version) by Blutengel
Static by Assemblage 23
MANiCURE by Lady Gaga
Eclipse by Apoptygma Berzerk
Aura (Reloaded) by Lady Gaga (Remix by FrankenWayne)
December 2024
59 Hours of Listening Time
Clean Up in Aisle Sexy by Bloodhound Gang
BERSERK -Forces- by Susumu Hirasawa (GOD HAND MIX by Abra Kadabi)
Addict by Silva Hound feat. Michael Kovach
Vater Unser (2023 Remastered) by E Nomine
Savage by Blasterjaxx
Judas by Lady Gaga
Alibi by Sevdaliza, Pabllo Vittar and Yseult)
For Your Entertainment by Adam Lambert
Ymir by Danheim and Gealdýr
Memories by CHROM
2024 Overall
496 Hours of Listening Time
Alibi by Sevdaliza, Pabllo Vittar and Yseult
Succession (Main Title Theme) by Nicholas Britell
Savage by Blasterjaxx
Papillon by Solar Fake
Slave by CHROM
In My World by CHROM
Montagem Mysterious Game by LXNGVX
The Noise Inside My Head by Assemblage 23
Fils de joie by Stromae
John the Revelator by Depeche Mode
January 2025
57 Hours of Listening Time
Disco Cone (Take It High) by ENISA and WENZL
Sour Candy by Lady Gaga and BLACKPINK
Greyhound by Swedish House Mafia
Judas by Lady Gaga
Succession (Main Title Theme) by Nicholas Britellt
The Darkness & The Light (Solitary Experiments Remix) by T.O.Y.
Addict by Silva Hound feat. Michael Kovach
Seth by Blasterjaxx
Chrome by VNV Nation
Astronomia (Medieval Style) by Cornelius Link
February 2025
105 Hours of Listening Time
Abracadabra by Lady Gaga
Tonight (I'm Fuckin' You) by Enrique Iglesias feat. Ludacris
The Blacker the Berry by Kendrick Lamar
Judas by Lady Gaga
Casual Affair by Panic! At the Disco
Addict by Silva Hound feat. Michael Kovach
Slave by CHROM
Vater Unser (2023 Remastered) by E Nomine
Krieger (2022 Remastered Version) by Blutengel
The Noise Inside My Head by Assemblage 23
March 2025
93 Hours of Listening Time
Abracadabra by Lady Gaga
AVANGARD by LONOWN
Alibi by Sevdaliza, Pabllo Vittar and Yseult
Kings & Queens by Ava Max
Vater Unser (2023 Remastered) by E Nomine
Maniac by Carpenter Brut
Fashion by Lady Gaga
Slave by CHROM
Soilbleed by Grendel
Megalomaniac by KMFDM
April 2025
145 Hours of Listening Time
Seth by Blasterjaxx
Eu Sento Gabu! by PXLWYSE
AVANGARD by LONOWN
Blue (Da Ba Dee) Gabry Ponte Ice Pop Mix by Eiffel 65
Spellbindingly Beautiful by Jo Yeong-wook
Chrome by VNV Nation
The Blacker the Berry by Kendrick Lamar
What Could Have Been by Sting
Hey Mama by David Guetta feat. Nicki Minaj
Tell Me One More Time (Mona Yim Remix) by DJ Seinfeld
May 2025
Didn't grab the stats in time, and Musicolet won't let you look at past month's stats :(
June 2025
70 Hours of Listening Time
Feel Good Inc. by the Gorillaz
Alejandro by Lady Gaga
Scheisse by Lady Gaga
Abracadabra by Lady Gaga
Take It Like A Man by KMFDM
Deutschland by Rammstein
Achilles Come Down by Gang of Youths
Casual Affair by Panic! At The Disco
Chrome by VNV Nation
Eu Sento Gabu! by PXLWYSE
July 2025
87 Hours of Listening Time
MONTAGEM CORAL by DJ HOLANDA, MC GW, MC TH & MC CYCLOPE
MANiCURE (COMPLETE NEW REVAMP) by Lady Gaga (RyLee Remix)
One World One Sky by Covenant
Eu Sento Gabu! by PXLWYSE
Casual Affair by Panic! At The Disco
Take It Like A Man by KMFDM
PASSO BEM SOLTO (Slowed) by ATLXS
Rhythm Is a Dancer by Snap!
Abracadabra by Lady Gaga
Control by VNV Nation
August 2025
69 Hours of Listening Time
Feel Good Inc by Gorillaz
Blue (Da Ba Dee) Gabry Ponte Ice Pop Mix by Eiffel 65
Lights Go Out by VNV Nation
Abracadabra by Lady Gaga
Age of Love (ARTBAT Rave Mix) by ARTBAT x Pete Tong
Judas (Reloaded II) by Lady Gaga (Remix by FrankenWayne)
PASSO BEM SOLTO (Slowed) by ATLXS
Alejandro by Lady Gaga
Temple by Lady Gaga
Run Boy Run by Woodkid
Music Production
I'd like to be able to make my own electronic music some day and had a little stint in college where I played with Tracktion.
Amplitude-Loudness
Cps/cycles per second gives you a cue for wavelength 20 cps deep bass 20000-high treble
Humans can hear from 20 hz to 20 khz In synths it starts with a trigger like a midi keyboard, a sound source that's triggered like an oscillator, a filter, then an Amp envelope which can be called ADSR which stands for Attack and Decay Sustain and Release, then it goes to Amp, the output stage
Attack: how quickly the sound reaches full volume
Decay:how quickly the sound drops to the sustain level after the peak
Sustain: What happens when you hold the note the constant volume
Quick attack, little decay sounds like an organ
Longer decay, zero sustain sounds like a guitar
Waveforms
Saw: weird gritty sound
Square:more muffled, traditionally robotic sound
Sin:like a dial tone
Triangle: Playful
LFO: Unhearable but creates a vibrato effect depending on waveform
Formant-resonance: based around a specific frequency
Playlists
Me + My Best Friend: Blend
Dream Silhouette by Golden Slumber
Diamond Tears by DeathbyRomy
Delta Crossing 58.6Hz- 62.3Hz by Dylan Charbeneau
Megalomaniac by KMFDM
Deep Sleep Binaural Delta 78.5Hz - 79.9Hz by Gateway IV
Ashes by The Longest Johns
Delta Sleep Waves 94-95 Hz by Lee Hale
Gone To Jericho by The Peculiar Pretzelmen
Delta 78.3-80.8Hz by Astron
Such Great Heights - Remastered by The Postal Service
Dark Blue (Delta 124 Hz - 127 Hz by Earth Alliance
You Want It Darker by Leonard Cohen :
Poilsis by Nojus Lanka
Targaryen Dance by Ramin Djawadi
Luminosity by Atmospheric Lights
Drowned in Water and Light by Vessel
hand crushed by a mallet by 100 gecs, Laura Les, Dylan Brady
RUNNING IN THE 90'S by Max Coveri
SNOWCONE by REI AMI
The Town Inside Me by AISHA, Arc System Works
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Lost in Time by Dreaming Hiker
In My World by CHROM
Forms by Cardamom
Assimilate by Skinny Puppy
flights by Aquas
Family Tree by Ethel Cain °
DeltaDeep 80Hz- 84Hz by Dylan Charbeneau
Weather The Storm by Xiliah Roth
Shawty by Remi Wolf
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Serenity Delta Sinus 153-157Hz by Deltachromatique
Hit by Kenny Mason
Delta Scribe by D/S/T/N/C/E
BLUE by Zaia
Delta Sleep 72.4 Hz-75.2 Hz by Particles And Waves >=
Warm Pants by Dua Saleh
idon't think ilove you anymore by Alaina Castillo
Not About Angels by Birdy
i don't miss u by carobae
retreat by Dear Gravity
A Pack of Hounds by Ramin Djawadi
Blis by Stilhed, Norvik
In the Woods Somewhere by Hozier
Wiggle by binki
Freaking Out the Neighborhood by Mac DeMarco
Sweet (feat. Landon Sears) by Bren Joy, Landon Sears